On the Edge of What I Can’t Explain
BLOGGING AWAY
On the Edge of What I Can’t Explain
07.05.2026
A channeled message through Kristen Sullivan
“Alice, is it possible that everything’s true? The fairy tales and horror stories? Is it possible that there isn’t anything sane and normal at all?” — Bella Swan, Twilight
I can’t think of a quotation that sums up this moment of my life better than this. Just a few years ago, I did not believe in “God” or energy. Even hearing words like “third eye” would trigger something in me—a subtle resistance, almost a rejection of everything associated with that world.
And yet, here I am, sitting across from the amazing Kristen Sullivan on the fourth day of her fast, as she uses her body as a vessel to channel a message for me from my guides.
For Kristen, this is part of her normal routine. Just moments before, she was taking care of her dog, Leo; then, with a simplicity that contrasted with the depth of what followed, she sat down on the floor and began to tune in.
First came the light language—sounds moving through her that do not belong to human speech—and then a gradual transition into a shift in presence and energy that filled the entire room.
I meditate and work with energy, and I know that we all have the ability to access guidance and to “channel” in our own ways, but being a clear channel in the way she is is something entirely different, and witnessing it in real time was fascinating and a little disconcerting as well.
“Alice, is it possible that everything’s true? The fairy tales and horror stories?”
There is a moment where you can feel that the words are no longer coming from the person you know. She is still there, of course—her body—but her mind steps aside. Her voice is altered, almost becoming mechanical, as if each idea is being translated into English.
What struck me most was the way her body tilted and shook as the communication moved through her. It became clear that what was being expressed was not “thought” in the usual sense, but rather an energetic imprint searching for the closest possible human words.
That alone would have made the experience remarkable. But, as often happens when I enter these situations without expectations, it turned into something far more profound than I could have anticipated.
As the channeling starts, I am answered, straight off the bat, a question I had asked Kristen before the session: Do “soulless” beings exist?
The response that came through reframed the concept in a way that allowed me to be at peace with myself again. I want to share this part exactly as it was received:
“There is not a soulless person; there is only a person who has left their soul for dead and denied it energy for so long that it is gone—pushed down, twisted, and very difficult to access. So, in regards to the question ‘is there such a thing as a soulless being,’ you are not correct in saying there are soulless individuals. As for spirits, there is no spirit without a soul. Souls are part of the process of remembering that they are here for expansion. There are few individuals so far removed from their soul that it cannot be found. They can find it through remembering…”
Hearing this felt deeply right because it moved the idea from something frightening into something that exists within the framework of disconnection rather than absence.
There was also a clear reminder of where to place our attention: our role is not to fixate on the absence of light, but to orient ourselves toward its presence, thereby contributing to its expansion.
The channeling then unfolded into the most unexpected and beautiful messages. My teacher came through, followed by another powerful guide. The presence of these energies was so palpable that I found myself holding my hands in prayer and bowing my head.
I could hardly believe it was happening.
I had so many questions I wanted to ask, but in that moment, most felt too petty to address to such energies. There was a sense of humility and an awareness that not everything needs to be dissected immediately. Eventually, I asked to be given what I needed to hear, and so it came.
The experience came at a moment when I needed support, and it met me there with a precision that is hard to dismiss or rationalize.
When I left Kristen, I felt both full and shaken—part of me wondered whether what had happened was real, while another part felt internally rearranged in a way I cannot yet articulate.
Kristen’s channeling was a gift—one that I cannot quantify.
If you feel drawn to exploring questions that seem to have no clear answers, or if you are seeking a different kind of guidance, I can genuinely say that working with her is an experience beyond words.
You can contact Kristen on Instagram: @freesoul_tribe
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