I’ve almost given up on conscious manifesting.

Honestly, I’ve realized how little my mind truly knows—both about who I am, and what can or should unfold for me.

I try not to stress anymore about what is or isn’t showing up, or the timing of it all.

My recent soul-led manifestation is Bruno, my vintage van—and it couldn’t be a more perfect fit for me and my lifestyle.

If it had been up to my mind, Bruno never would have come into my life. I had to face a tremendous amount of fear and discomfort to allow this to come to fruition—and it was so worth it. Truly, the best thing that’s happened to me in years.

Being on the road with Bruno not only brings me “home” and into my element, but it’s also set me on a journey that turns out to be deeply spiritual—not just physical.

But really, is any journey only physical?

Life itself is a spiritual journey. Yet most of us forget why we’re here. We fall into the belief that life is supposed to be hard, all about work, and ultimately a bit dull—like Groundhog Day without the happy ending. Each day starts to feel like the last, and we begin to feel disconnected and unmotivated.

Well. As I hit the road with Bruno, something rather unexpected happened: I got quite sick with a virus.

It felt like a violent detox of my body—thus, my subconscious mind. And guess what? That “forced detox” led to a new phase of healing. Deep, dormant emotions surfaced through intense physical symptoms.

Funnily enough, I thought it was purely physical.

I say “funnily” because I teach that no physical symptom is just physical. But I wanted to believe it this time because I got lazy. I was so weak and tired, I didn’t have the strength to address it the way I had with my first big healing experience years ago.

And then—my soul brought in help.

Guess what happened? I manifested a healer.

Interestingly, I had already known this person for a while. I hadn’t asked for help—he simply offered.

His name is Santiago Rafael. Argentinian-born, Costa Rica–based—he’s a healer, coach, and transformational teacher. He offered me a session on Past Life Integration Therapy, as I was struggling both physically and mentally.

Who would say no to that? I was curious. Honestly, I had no expectations—I was just open to discovering the process.

He began in a way that felt very familiar to me: working with the subconscious, which reveals energy imbalances through body sensations—just like in my own work.

At that point, I became a little skeptical. When working on body sensations, no one I’ve done sessions with—or whose meditations I’ve tried—had much of an effect on me, except myself!

We started with the pain in my stomach, which revealed itself as a physical sensation masking buried emotions.

I tuned into those emotions—recurrent ones for me lately. We worked to associate them with possible past identities, intuitively. Santiago asked questions and gently guided me in a neutral way; I responded with whatever came to mind.

Then we did some energy work to clear what we’d uncovered.

This is where the fun usually ends lately.
The stomach did feel a bit clearer—but then the discomfort moved up toward my heart.
I thought, Here we go… this is going to be a long session, and we might not be able to clear it.

But then something truly extraordinary happened.

I felt a soft energy gently pushing me backward. I was seated in meditation, slightly hunched over from the pain—and it straightened my spine. Strange. Unexpected, but nice!

As we returned to working on the heart, a few seconds later, I was overtaken by an overwhelming opening in my third eye. I saw a powerful, pulsating white light—bursting like fire.

It was explosive—I struggled to keep my eyes closed. I frowned. My trunk bent sideways slightly.

At the same time, I felt a forceful energy pouring down through my body.

I told Santiago, “Something is happening. I see fire in my third eye, and I have energy all over my body.”

It was potent and warm. The energy traveled from my forehead to the tips of my feet—then passed through my core from the bottom up, lifting all the inner heaviness with it.

All of my energy centers were cleared—in one graceful sweep.

I don’t remember much after that, except hearing Santiago say: “The portal is closing.”

But I could barely hear him—his voice sounded far away and muffled. Was he using a machine to alter his voice?

Had I just been hypnotized for the first time in my life? I was in disbelief.

He asked if I wanted to close the session with him or stay with the energy. I chose to stay in meditation—then eventually drifted off to sleep.

Even after the white light disappeared, the energy stayed with me—fainter, but still present.
I went to bed—and that night, another major episode unfolded in a dream.

Santiago followed up a few days later. Once again, I felt a gentle energy working through my body, and I had another dream—linked to the trauma we worked on.

It took a few more days… but then—suddenly—my body felt light. The pain in my stomach and heart was gone.

It’s only been a week, so I’m still integrating. But one thing is clear: that session with Santiago completely blew my mind.

This had never happened to me before—to have such a powerful, transformative experience while working with someone else (someone alive!).

It had always felt like a solo journey.

But this time, I didn’t have much strength or determination of my own… and guess what?
I manifested the most powerful healing session of my life.

Skeptical? Shocked?

Either way—if you’re curious about Past Life Integration Therapy or feel stuck in your own healing journey, I genuinely encourage you to reach out to Santiago.

Sometimes, the most profound shifts happen when we least expect them—and when we allow ourselves to be supported.

This experience reminded me of something essential: we don’t always have to do it on our own.
When we soften, surrender, and allow life—or our soul—to lead, the support we need often arrives in the most unexpected forms.

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